im sad becoz

i flunk japtest ever first time in my life.

im a hopeless bitch who didnt pay attention

and keep looking at the super thin girl in my class, feeling satisfied that im slightly fatter.

i oso tend to turn ard looking at the grp of girls wif weirdo hairstyle.

i try to keep my eyes opened. when i slept super late at night.

i didnt study for dictation, thinking that i could just copy my sister's work.

i think im so clever and i always think bout food in the early 10plus

thats bcoz i didnt eat breakfast well.

im forever late. and i will just put the blame on the 291 bus.

i find excuses here and dere so that i dont nd to do homework.

lastly the only thing i feel relieved is that this test is nt graded. and wont affect the final paper.

but i still hate myself for being the many- excuses/ lazy/ OBD stupid person.

and and. my bandage skirt haven arrived .

its been 6 days.

the bandage skirt i always wanted = lost mails.

i hope NOT.